Painful Cries

When heart gets filled completely,
Pain starts pouring out from eyes,
I try to lighten my heart’s weight,
And my room fills with painful cries.

How deeply from core of heart,
Pureness of affection flows for you,
And a flooded river of sad tears,
I know I was never ever wrong,
Still I do my baby apologize,
And my room fills with painful cries.

Like a small ferry lost in ocean,
Or a candle surviving in eastern winds,
Equal to an abandoned old building,
I am alone, counting backwards,
Loneliness was never a choice,
And my room fills with painful cries.

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Forget?

I go surrounded by memories,
And I feel you again and again,
Seems you are right here besides,
And will not leave me ever alone,
I am in love with you once more,
Whenever I decide to forget you.

You are not a cloud in the sky,
That will rain and pass by,
You are the beautiful moon face,
To spread love in my life forever,
I feel the moonlight all over me,
Whenever I decide to forget you.

I want to hold your hand tight,
To whirl and dance in the rain,
Embrace you and kiss and cry,
And rest my head in your lap,
Want you stay here forever,
Whenever I decide to forget you.

Little Lambs

 

Like every November, winds are cold,
Weather is pleasant, rays are mild,
And beautiful days take less time to fold.

Birds open their wings and love to sing
Cows walk slow and river dance with flow
Trees whirl with air, sun doesn’t now glare,
Eyes have no complaint this gorgeous season
To be unhappy there is no reason,
Sun dipping deep far behind rock,
Faraway in jungle terrible lions roar,
High clock tower announces four,
And I am worried why my sheep are not home,

I take my hat and whistle to my pets,
“O! My cute sheep. Come before sun sets?
“Little Lambs! Do you remember the way to home?
And if don’t know why do you roam?
In backyard garden or in mango trees field,
Where are you hidden, no-one is to shield,”
I pass by market streets and go by bakery shop,
Search seeps everywhere in the green crop,
In Aunt Lucy’s nursery, I know my sheep sits,
There I will find my sweetheart little lambs.

“Aunt Lucy, Aunt Lucy, did you see my sheep,
Are they eating behind old wooden boats?”
Either they are in cauliflower field or they,
Surely grazing in grass ground, surely I can say,
In entire place, I searched round and round,
Nowhere I could my little sheep found.

Now I am afraid… where lambs and sheep,
Agonized I so much, drought my throat,
Where are tiny babies, God! Just save.
There are many big creatures in dark cave,
Dark is darkening show them right way,
Soon bring my lambs back from fields of hay.

I praying, I sobbing, coming back to home
And what I see seven cute lambs
Being loved by mom.

Kinaare

Aankhein band karke nazaare dekha karta hu,
Samander ke beech se kinaare dekha karta hu,
Dil se lahoo aankhon se aansu tapakte hain,
Fir bhi khwab sirf tumhare dekha karta hu.

Hamare sawalon ka zawab tum de na sake,
Aur khokar bhi hum tumhe kho na sake,
Mehfilon me muskurana padta hai hamein,
Dil kholkar hum kabhi ro na sake,
Din me bhi aasmaan ke sitare dekha karta hu,
Samander ke beech se kinaare dekha karta hu.

Maana ki har khwahish puri nahi hoti,
Per har khwahish bhi to adhuri nahi hoti,
Agar paas aate na itne hum aur tum,
Darmiyan aaj itni doorie nahi hoti,
Apne dil me jhaank kar daraarein dekha karta hu,
Samander ke beech se kinaare dekha karta hu.

Prétendre

How better I can show,
How better I can lie,
Thousands of ways there are,
When I can prove I smile,
I’ve been kind of habitual now,
But this all will be in a vain,
When you will notice the truth,
Hidden in the depth of my eyes,
I don’t wanna make you cry,
And I decide not to pretend.

Life gives me a golden chance,
To chose either one way,
Forget history and fly higher,
The other one is scaring,
But I am happy with it because,
Sometimes satisfaction proves to be,
Much more than all other happiness,
Because it helps you dying in peace,
I don’t wanna die incomplete,
And I decide not to pretend.

I Miss You, Do You Miss Me Too?

Tum bhi mujhe kya itna hi yaad karti ho,
Yadon me meri ek din aur raat karti ho,
Bahut yaad aata hu jab mai tumhe,
To kya meri tasveer se baat karti ho?

Karti hogi yaad kitna rulata tha tumko,
Aur samet kar bahon me chupata bhi tha,
Ruth jaya karta tha tumse mai aksar,
Per tumhare paas aakar manata bhi tha,
Jab bahut man hota tha paas ane ka tumhare,
Rota tha khud aur tumko rulata bhi tha,
Tum bhi kya isi tarah sab kuch yaad karti ho,
Yadon me meri ek din aur raat karti ho?

Kehta tha hamesha tumhare sath rahuga,
Tumhara tha tab aur ab bhi tumhara hi hu,
Khuli ankho se na sahi, band ankhon se dekhho,
Paas tha tumhare aur hamesha paas hi to hu,
Kitna man hota hai ek baar tumhe dekh to lu,
Mehsoos kar ke dekho tumhare aas paas hi to hu,
Tum bhi kya isi tarah khud ko barbaad karti ho,
Yadon me meri ek din aur raat karti ho?

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My Needs

Time passes by, inch by inch,
On every step I can not stand,
I try to walk alone and stumble,
I need someone to hold my hand.

When I did not sleep it were you,
Who lulled and my eyes were closed,
But the loneliness is today around,
Life without you was never supposed,
I look here there everywhere,
Tired, hopeless, wet your face posed,
With eyes dried and face paled,
I keep walking on the hot sand,
I need someone to hold my hand.

“Don’t leave me alone ever”,
You asked & you were hugged,
I regret today that why, why?
Once the same I never asked,
Where your care, where your love?
Where moments, we laughed together?
“Don’t love anymore but stay my pal.”!
I decline to be ever your friend,
I need someone to hold my hand.

The Belle of the Ball

En pleine nuit, handing a red wine glass,
Sad, alone, hurt. Oh! That poor half sipped glass,
Appeared altogether, smile on my lips and the Venus,
Milk appeared complexioned, deep sea blue eyes,
Perfectly shaped her curves, coldly I sighed !
Lips, like fresh crimson rouge leaf. Appeared she
And wind fragranced, beautiful and tall,
She was the belle of the ball.

My eyes open, and remained widely open,
Ten beats skipped my heart,
Stopped my breathing not less than a minute,
I was in love and all the time I looked at her,
She whirled hand in hand like a princesses,
I just could look, she gifted fiancé with kisses
Did she love me? With a stealing eye,
She passed a look and smile,
I was intoxicated and the reason,
Not the wine but a couple of eye,
Votre attention s’il vous plaît, was a sudden call,
She was the belle of the ball.

Now time of ceremony, she was getting engaged,
Was she really happy or was being caged?
Hesitatingly, slowly, gave her hand to the king,
And it was locked forever with a diamond ring,
She smiled but she was crying, I am sure,
I saw a droplet, dried in her eyes,
Those were the most beautiful eyes,
Full of fear and full of cries,
I was not courageous enough to see anymore,
Finished red wine glass, then headed to the shore
Years passed, time changed since
I attended the engagement soir,
She is still in heart above all,
That night, she was the belle of the ball

Uljhan

Tumhe lekar main badi uljhan mein rahta hu,
Har waqt kyon mein tumhe sochta hu,
Kyon nahi bhul pata main wo bita hua waqt,
Wo bikhre hue panne, wo dher sari yadein,
Tumhe nahi pata mai kitna dard sahta hu,
Tumhe lekar main badi uljhan mein rahta hu.

Tumhe ek khat likhne se pahle,
Sochna padta hai hazaro baar mujhe,
Pata nahi kya samjhogi tum, aur
Ye bhi nahi pata ki jawab likhogi ya nahi,
Ya shayad tum bhi mere khaton ki tarah,
Jawab likhkar jala deti ho aur karti ho,
Koshish un jale hue khaton ki rakh me,
Likhe hue shabd padhne ki..
Pata nahi samjhogi ya nahi per samjhane ki koshish karta hu
Tumhe lekar main badi uljhan mein rahta hu.

Jab tum sulate the mujhe apne dupatte ke tale,
Kitne khush hote the tum jab,
Pyar se kahta tha naam tumhara ek baar,
Aur kaise tadap jate the tum sun’ne ko meri aawaz,
Agar hum nahi batiyate the mahaz ek raat,
Kitna ladte the jhagdte the hum,
Per har baar aa jate the tum paas mere,
Kyonki na door tum rah pate the na main hi,
Jane kaise mahsoos kar lete the mera dard,
Fir mere sath mera dard baat lete the,
Bahut thak ke so jata tha jab main,
Jane kahan se aa jaya karte the sapnon mein batein karne ke liye,
Wo guzra hua pal main bahut yaad karta hun,
Tumhe lekar main badi uljhan mein rahta hu.

Raatein wo bhi yaad hain mujhe,
Jab jaaga karte the hum dono ek sath,
Aur puri raat kiya karthe the guftgu,
Kabhi chale jate the door ek dusre se aur kabhi,
Door reh ke bhi lipat jate the hum dono kabhi kabhi,
Aur lagti tha ki ye sardi ki lambi ratein,
Itni chhoti kyon hoti hain,
Per aaj mujhe tumhare bina jane kyon,
Garmi ki chhoti raein bhi badi lambi lagti hain,
Ye ratein… jagati rahti hain mujhe puri raat,
Aur dilati rahti hain tumhari yaad, bahut sari yaad
Tumhari yadon me puri raat sochta rahta hu
Tumhe lekar main badi uljhan mein rahta hu.

Final Goodbye

My heart will crash tonight,
Won’t you come to bid a final goodbye?
Darken will be, forever my sight,
Won’t it make you sweetheart cry?

My love is pure from heart’s core,
I am too tired to walk anymore,
Ah! I screamed, Ah! I tore,
All night long my eyes did pour,
Why didn’t you come to listen my sigh,
Won’t you come to bid a final goodbye?

You couldn’t get my love was true,
Remember, true loving people are few,
I was not like morning due,
That will vanish soon in day hue,
O my love! I gonna fly,
Won’t you come to bid a final goodbye?

Black Hearted

This poem for the girl who has a pretty white face, rosy lips, eyes her blue but she has has a black heart.


I’ll not, O girl!
Ever forget your pretty face,
And of course my dear,
Won’t I forget your black heart.

I loved to see your smile, but
You giggled on my ruin,
Wrote you an innocent letter,
Perhaps you like those who flatter,
Really now it doesn’t matter,
In my eyes, you had a place,
Why the truth I couldn’t trace
Now you lost all your grace.

You are in flesh made of dirt,
Won’t I forget your black heart.

Merciless

I love a merciless lady,
Nice at heart my lady, may be,
Often my lady keeps me greeting,
With pocketful of bitter feeling,
Receive I, the gift of pain,
Doesn’t my lady care it does rain,
I go nuts, I go crazy,
I love a merciless lady.

Name of my lady comes when I pray,
Be it evening or a day,
Cleverly, she steals my heart,
Loves, kisses and throws in dirt,
I feel sad, I feel half,
This all makes my lady laugh,
Heart-broken, smashed, stupid teddy,
I love a merciless lady.

Excuses

I make excuse
But not to hurt people like you
To accept trust of my love;
How she refuses
I make excuse.

Pour out tears my eyes
And my sister asks, ”why?”
No longer happiness amuses
I make excuses

Smiling world enjoy and cry
“Rejoice and cheers”
for me do not hold any usage
And once more,
I make excuses.

My Days With You

A morning I open up my eyes
And gaze out of window
Breeze blowing gently through leaves
Singing and floating nightingales
And it reminds me
My days with you.

Another pleasant evening I walk
Side by the endless sea
Weaves run and kiss my feet
Steal sand away from underneath
And it reminds me
My days with you.

Again a night under sky
I sit and stare magic of stars
No sign of cloud but a drop
Falls and is saved by palm
And it reminds me
My days with you.

Tum Aur Diary

Jab bhi kabhi likhne baithta hoon
Main hamari is diary mein
Dar lagta hai
Kahin gandey na ho jayein
Panne iske

Aur is dar se, likhne se pahle;
Main apne haath dho leta hoon
Lekin jaldi hi
Dar jata hoon ek baar fir;
Haath dhone ke baad
Ki is tarah toh
Ho jayenge geeley
Panne diary ke hamari
Aur ragadta hoon tauliya
Haathon per apne
Aur baith jaata hoon
Pankhey ke niche
Fir uske baad…

Main apne haathon ke sukhney ka intzaar karta hoon
Kyonki main tumhe aur is diary ko bahut pyar karta hoon.

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Tired Steps

Meri taqdeer ko mujhse rooth jane do
Hath mera tumhare hathon se chhot jane do
Jis dor se bandha hua hu tumse
Ab wo dor toot jane do
Meri taqdeer ko mujhse rooth jane do

Kaisi ye lagan hai yahan dil me mere
Jalti rahti hai har waqt dil me diye ki tarah
Suboot deta hoon ki ishq ab bhi karta hoon
Ki is patange ko shama pe lut jaane do

Meri taqdeer ko mujhse rooth jane do
Hath mera tumhare hathon se chhot jane do

Come Back

Tum ek baar fir se mere, sirf mere ban jao na
Bahut rula chuke ho mujhe ab aur rulao na
Tum ek baar fir se mere, sirf mere ban jao na.

Janti ho kitna akela rahta hu tumhare bina
Aur rahta hu kitna pareshan
Yaad karta rahta hu har waqt tumko
Aur karta rahta hu masoom batein tumhari
Kitna chahta hu tumko mai mere paas aao na
Tum ek baar fir se mere, sirf mere ban jao na.

Fir se tumhari palkon me sona chahta hu
Aur tumhari bahon me chhup ke rona chahta hu
Karma chahta hu raat bhar guftgu tumse
Aur chahta hu sath muskurana tumhare
Na khud tadpo aur mujhe bhi tadpao na
Tum ek baar fir se mere, sirf mere ban jao na.

Mahsoos kar lo fir se saanson ko meri
Chhoo lo aake fir se dhadkan ko meri
Sula lena fir mujhe chupke se godi me apni
Kam kar ke faasley darmiyan jo hamare
Mere paas aao aur fir kabhi kahin jao na
Tum ek baar fir se mere, sirf mere ban jao na.

Teri Yaadon Mein

Kal ki meri raat gayi hai teri yaadon mein
Shayad meri nind sath gayi hai teri yaadon mein
Bhul baitha hu main palkon ko jhapkana ek pal ke liye
Tasveer jo mujhe nazar ayi hai teri yaadon mein.

Bikhra hua hai sannata
Aur tik tik karti ghari ki suiyan
Khabar nahi hui shab ke guzarne ki mujhe
Tune hi to rukne ko kaha hai teri yaadon mein.

Andhere me kaat li sari raat maine
Aur samajhta raha sath roshni hai
Kya pata tha jo chirag jala rakha hai dil mein
Wo jala hai sirf aurf sirf teri yaadon mein.

Kal ki meri raat gayi hai teri yaadon mein
Shayad meri nind sath gayi hai teri yaadon mein.

It's You

In the pink pages
Of the diary of 2009,
And in the roses
Hidden between pages,
On the words on my poetry
Or on the nib of my pencil
It's you...

In my lonely nights
Or in autumn days
In first ray of dawn
Or in a passing by eve
On the chair of courtyard
And in the air of my home
It's you...

In dead silence of our bedroom
Always miss your voice
And the teddy couple
Gifted on your b'day
And in the lines of song
I sing for you sweetheart
It' you...

In all time I spend with you
Sound of your crystal laugh
In photographs of good days
And my memories I recall
In the fear I live with
Or be it my tear
It's you...

It's you sweetheart who exists.

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I Could Not

End was so painful that I could not bear it
The last words I could not share with
My heart so stupid and innocent
Don;t know why you could not care it.

Wanted say something to you 'n God
But the last moment I could not prayer it
And a voice in my crying heart
Why, I regret, could not clear it.

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That is How I Miss You

When in dark night the world does sleep
Something goes through brain deen 'n deep
Coupls rest in arms of lover
I open eyelids and never stop thinking
That time i think of you
This is how i miss you.

When warm lips stuck together
And the silent becomes weather
Wind travels one to another window
I draw wet lines on my cheeks
And i think more of you
That is how i miss you.

When littering candles turn calm
I want beloved to come in my arms
The moon sends love on the earth
I fail to stop tears any longer
That time i cry for you
That is how i miss you.

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Tumhare Liye

GHUM KO DHOOP JO PADEGI KABHI TERE SAYE PER
TUJHE APNI PALKON KE ANCHAL TALE SULA LUNGA
AUR JO KABHI AKELAPAN KATNE KO DAUDEGA TUJHE
TUJHE APNE PAAS MERI BAHON ME BULA LUNGA

LAGAYEGA NAZAR TUJHKO YE ZALIM ZAMANA AGAR
SABKI BURI NAZAR SE BACHA KE DAAMAN ME CHHUPA LUNGA
KHWAHISH KAROGE AGAR CHAND KO BHI PANE KI
CHAND TO KYA SITARON KI SAUGAT DILA DUNGA

KUCH IS TARAH MUHABBAT KARTA HU TUMSE MAIN
TUMHARI KHUSHI KE LIYE KHUD KO KHAK ME MILA LUNGA

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