A Rant to My Selfish Heart

Good e’en, my brutal lord, evil, sure you are,
For your happiness, I thrown mine far,
For your wellness, I have died,
I attempted once to fly; was chide,
As you wilt and ordered, I followed.
You rained of tears, I swallowed.

Lord of desires, donate back my living,
Unlock my freedom, pay me for giving,
Yearn I to wear, white wings and fly,
Generosity heartless Heart, else you shalt cry.
Why dost ye expect, aspirate then wait,
Why dost ye love, feel and then hate?

Thy selfish approach suppress my wish to delight,
My feelings expire, in your feeling-fight,
Ye cause me pain because you are unpleased?
You are king of dark ergo keep me ceased?
Learn to give and forgive, and learn to forget,
Spread joy and self glee, before my lord ye regret.

About the poem: Heart, source of all pains and bad thought that can hurt a person; this poem is addressed to the selfish heart which gives lots of pains to poet because the heart itself is not happy. Poet says to heart that he has gone through all the pains and has never smiled because his heart was not happy. He, whole life, has obeyed his heart, lived according to his heart. But now he wants to live his life in natural way and here says to his heart to stop feeling so that he can lead to a life which is actually lived by feelings of the poet himself and not by feelings of someone else i.e. his heart.

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My Needs

Time passes by, inch by inch,
On every step I can not stand,
I try to walk alone and stumble,
I need someone to hold my hand.

When I did not sleep it were you,
Who lulled and my eyes were closed,
But the loneliness is today around,
Life without you was never supposed,
I look here there everywhere,
Tired, hopeless, wet your face posed,
With eyes dried and face paled,
I keep walking on the hot sand,
I need someone to hold my hand.

“Don’t leave me alone ever”,
You asked & you were hugged,
I regret today that why, why?
Once the same I never asked,
Where your care, where your love?
Where moments, we laughed together?
“Don’t love anymore but stay my pal.”!
I decline to be ever your friend,
I need someone to hold my hand.

Black Hearted

This poem for the girl who has a pretty white face, rosy lips, eyes her blue but she has has a black heart.


I’ll not, O girl!
Ever forget your pretty face,
And of course my dear,
Won’t I forget your black heart.

I loved to see your smile, but
You giggled on my ruin,
Wrote you an innocent letter,
Perhaps you like those who flatter,
Really now it doesn’t matter,
In my eyes, you had a place,
Why the truth I couldn’t trace
Now you lost all your grace.

You are in flesh made of dirt,
Won’t I forget your black heart.

Merciless

I love a merciless lady,
Nice at heart my lady, may be,
Often my lady keeps me greeting,
With pocketful of bitter feeling,
Receive I, the gift of pain,
Doesn’t my lady care it does rain,
I go nuts, I go crazy,
I love a merciless lady.

Name of my lady comes when I pray,
Be it evening or a day,
Cleverly, she steals my heart,
Loves, kisses and throws in dirt,
I feel sad, I feel half,
This all makes my lady laugh,
Heart-broken, smashed, stupid teddy,
I love a merciless lady.

Tired Steps

Meri taqdeer ko mujhse rooth jane do
Hath mera tumhare hathon se chhot jane do
Jis dor se bandha hua hu tumse
Ab wo dor toot jane do
Meri taqdeer ko mujhse rooth jane do

Kaisi ye lagan hai yahan dil me mere
Jalti rahti hai har waqt dil me diye ki tarah
Suboot deta hoon ki ishq ab bhi karta hoon
Ki is patange ko shama pe lut jaane do

Meri taqdeer ko mujhse rooth jane do
Hath mera tumhare hathon se chhot jane do

A Heart Broken

ab.. samjhaana nahi chahta
Ab.. batana nahi chahta
Ab.. jataana nahi chahta
Ab main pyar karna nahi chahta
Main.. ab tumhe paana bhi nahi chahta
Main tadapna chahta hoon
Intzaar karna chahta hoon
Zindgi bhar ka intzaar
Jab bhi dil kare
Jab bhi waqt mile
Jab bhi jaroorat mahsoos ho
Yaad kar lena
Hamesha hame apna
Intzaar karte hue hi paaoge. Share

I will not be the alone one

Nahi yaad rakhna chahte to bhula do
Jee chahe jitna hamko rula lo
Pyar nahi karna chahte to kar lo duriyaan
Par samjhi kabhi tumne meri majburiyaan?
Ho jao tum hamse kitna bhi door
Lekin hum fir bhi khwabon me aate rahenge
Tanha raaton ko rulate rahenge
Samajhti kya ho ki aansoo hum akele bahayenge?
Hum bhi tadpeinge aur tumko bhi tadpayenge
Aakkhon se apni teri yaadein barsaayenge.
Inkaar kar do chahe mujhse
Lekin rah nahi paaoge hamare bina
Aata ahi yakin to dekh lo...
...kar ke inkar
Jahaan itna tadpaya hai, thoda aur tadpa lo
Kyonki tadpana hi seekha hai tumne
Mat bhoolna magar inkar se pahle
Tum bhi tadpoge mere sath iss baar
Tadpa lo, tarsa lo
Ya...
Barsa do apna pyar
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