The Death Time : Counting Back to Eternity

Black dark, dead silence, passing seconds, tik-tok,
White walls, breaking rules one hanging clock,
Engraving peace, echoing loud, making sound,
Tik… tik… Sixty moves complete round.

How magical to see three sticks' cruel game,
Walking clock make us dance still we to blame?
Nothing real, all fake, only time is wise,
Tik-tok tik… tik… makes me realize.

Handful time, short life and a big desire,
Stoned eyes, cold lips and a heart of fire,
All life we greed, demand, want and conquer,
“End of day have to go.”, only these words pure.

Find a place, hide deep and put your all mind,
Fixed time, anywhere, certain body, death fill find,
Judgment day, crash of world, you will meet trinity,
And my soul constantly counting back to eternity.

The First Kiss

Like the first ray of dawn,
The pleasantness that wakes me up,
From beautiful dreams going in eyes,
A sensational feeling of your breaths,
My palms on your cheeks and you,
Wrap your hands around me honey
Syrup of that sweetness still;
Remaining on my lips forever.


It just happened, so unknowingly,
Passionately, lovely and heavenly,
Our closed eyes and tight clutch,
Fragrance blended and blew with wind,
Ah! Your soft, sweet and gentle touch
And paradise came down on earth.

In arms, we take each other,
And stuck our warm lips together,
Breathes become more heavier,
We are lost till forever and ever,
Feel of your rosy red lips on mine,
Nothing could be more beautiful now,
And in the evening, I get back home,
With marks on me of THE FIRST KISS.

Painful Cries

When heart gets filled completely,
Pain starts pouring out from eyes,
I try to lighten my heart’s weight,
And my room fills with painful cries.

How deeply from core of heart,
Pureness of affection flows for you,
And a flooded river of sad tears,
I know I was never ever wrong,
Still I do my baby apologize,
And my room fills with painful cries.

Like a small ferry lost in ocean,
Or a candle surviving in eastern winds,
Equal to an abandoned old building,
I am alone, counting backwards,
Loneliness was never a choice,
And my room fills with painful cries.

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Forget?

I go surrounded by memories,
And I feel you again and again,
Seems you are right here besides,
And will not leave me ever alone,
I am in love with you once more,
Whenever I decide to forget you.

You are not a cloud in the sky,
That will rain and pass by,
You are the beautiful moon face,
To spread love in my life forever,
I feel the moonlight all over me,
Whenever I decide to forget you.

I want to hold your hand tight,
To whirl and dance in the rain,
Embrace you and kiss and cry,
And rest my head in your lap,
Want you stay here forever,
Whenever I decide to forget you.

Little Lambs

 

Like every November, winds are cold,
Weather is pleasant, rays are mild,
And beautiful days take less time to fold.

Birds open their wings and love to sing
Cows walk slow and river dance with flow
Trees whirl with air, sun doesn’t now glare,
Eyes have no complaint this gorgeous season
To be unhappy there is no reason,
Sun dipping deep far behind rock,
Faraway in jungle terrible lions roar,
High clock tower announces four,
And I am worried why my sheep are not home,

I take my hat and whistle to my pets,
“O! My cute sheep. Come before sun sets?
“Little Lambs! Do you remember the way to home?
And if don’t know why do you roam?
In backyard garden or in mango trees field,
Where are you hidden, no-one is to shield,”
I pass by market streets and go by bakery shop,
Search seeps everywhere in the green crop,
In Aunt Lucy’s nursery, I know my sheep sits,
There I will find my sweetheart little lambs.

“Aunt Lucy, Aunt Lucy, did you see my sheep,
Are they eating behind old wooden boats?”
Either they are in cauliflower field or they,
Surely grazing in grass ground, surely I can say,
In entire place, I searched round and round,
Nowhere I could my little sheep found.

Now I am afraid… where lambs and sheep,
Agonized I so much, drought my throat,
Where are tiny babies, God! Just save.
There are many big creatures in dark cave,
Dark is darkening show them right way,
Soon bring my lambs back from fields of hay.

I praying, I sobbing, coming back to home
And what I see seven cute lambs
Being loved by mom.

Kinaare

Aankhein band karke nazaare dekha karta hu,
Samander ke beech se kinaare dekha karta hu,
Dil se lahoo aankhon se aansu tapakte hain,
Fir bhi khwab sirf tumhare dekha karta hu.

Hamare sawalon ka zawab tum de na sake,
Aur khokar bhi hum tumhe kho na sake,
Mehfilon me muskurana padta hai hamein,
Dil kholkar hum kabhi ro na sake,
Din me bhi aasmaan ke sitare dekha karta hu,
Samander ke beech se kinaare dekha karta hu.

Maana ki har khwahish puri nahi hoti,
Per har khwahish bhi to adhuri nahi hoti,
Agar paas aate na itne hum aur tum,
Darmiyan aaj itni doorie nahi hoti,
Apne dil me jhaank kar daraarein dekha karta hu,
Samander ke beech se kinaare dekha karta hu.

Prétendre

How better I can show,
How better I can lie,
Thousands of ways there are,
When I can prove I smile,
I’ve been kind of habitual now,
But this all will be in a vain,
When you will notice the truth,
Hidden in the depth of my eyes,
I don’t wanna make you cry,
And I decide not to pretend.

Life gives me a golden chance,
To chose either one way,
Forget history and fly higher,
The other one is scaring,
But I am happy with it because,
Sometimes satisfaction proves to be,
Much more than all other happiness,
Because it helps you dying in peace,
I don’t wanna die incomplete,
And I decide not to pretend.

I Miss You, Do You Miss Me Too?

Tum bhi mujhe kya itna hi yaad karti ho,
Yadon me meri ek din aur raat karti ho,
Bahut yaad aata hu jab mai tumhe,
To kya meri tasveer se baat karti ho?

Karti hogi yaad kitna rulata tha tumko,
Aur samet kar bahon me chupata bhi tha,
Ruth jaya karta tha tumse mai aksar,
Per tumhare paas aakar manata bhi tha,
Jab bahut man hota tha paas ane ka tumhare,
Rota tha khud aur tumko rulata bhi tha,
Tum bhi kya isi tarah sab kuch yaad karti ho,
Yadon me meri ek din aur raat karti ho?

Kehta tha hamesha tumhare sath rahuga,
Tumhara tha tab aur ab bhi tumhara hi hu,
Khuli ankho se na sahi, band ankhon se dekhho,
Paas tha tumhare aur hamesha paas hi to hu,
Kitna man hota hai ek baar tumhe dekh to lu,
Mehsoos kar ke dekho tumhare aas paas hi to hu,
Tum bhi kya isi tarah khud ko barbaad karti ho,
Yadon me meri ek din aur raat karti ho?

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My Needs

Time passes by, inch by inch,
On every step I can not stand,
I try to walk alone and stumble,
I need someone to hold my hand.

When I did not sleep it were you,
Who lulled and my eyes were closed,
But the loneliness is today around,
Life without you was never supposed,
I look here there everywhere,
Tired, hopeless, wet your face posed,
With eyes dried and face paled,
I keep walking on the hot sand,
I need someone to hold my hand.

“Don’t leave me alone ever”,
You asked & you were hugged,
I regret today that why, why?
Once the same I never asked,
Where your care, where your love?
Where moments, we laughed together?
“Don’t love anymore but stay my pal.”!
I decline to be ever your friend,
I need someone to hold my hand.

The Belle of the Ball

En pleine nuit, handing a red wine glass,
Sad, alone, hurt. Oh! That poor half sipped glass,
Appeared altogether, smile on my lips and the Venus,
Milk appeared complexioned, deep sea blue eyes,
Perfectly shaped her curves, coldly I sighed !
Lips, like fresh crimson rouge leaf. Appeared she
And wind fragranced, beautiful and tall,
She was the belle of the ball.

My eyes open, and remained widely open,
Ten beats skipped my heart,
Stopped my breathing not less than a minute,
I was in love and all the time I looked at her,
She whirled hand in hand like a princesses,
I just could look, she gifted fiancé with kisses
Did she love me? With a stealing eye,
She passed a look and smile,
I was intoxicated and the reason,
Not the wine but a couple of eye,
Votre attention s’il vous plaît, was a sudden call,
She was the belle of the ball.

Now time of ceremony, she was getting engaged,
Was she really happy or was being caged?
Hesitatingly, slowly, gave her hand to the king,
And it was locked forever with a diamond ring,
She smiled but she was crying, I am sure,
I saw a droplet, dried in her eyes,
Those were the most beautiful eyes,
Full of fear and full of cries,
I was not courageous enough to see anymore,
Finished red wine glass, then headed to the shore
Years passed, time changed since
I attended the engagement soir,
She is still in heart above all,
That night, she was the belle of the ball

Uljhan

Tumhe lekar main badi uljhan mein rahta hu,
Har waqt kyon mein tumhe sochta hu,
Kyon nahi bhul pata main wo bita hua waqt,
Wo bikhre hue panne, wo dher sari yadein,
Tumhe nahi pata mai kitna dard sahta hu,
Tumhe lekar main badi uljhan mein rahta hu.

Tumhe ek khat likhne se pahle,
Sochna padta hai hazaro baar mujhe,
Pata nahi kya samjhogi tum, aur
Ye bhi nahi pata ki jawab likhogi ya nahi,
Ya shayad tum bhi mere khaton ki tarah,
Jawab likhkar jala deti ho aur karti ho,
Koshish un jale hue khaton ki rakh me,
Likhe hue shabd padhne ki..
Pata nahi samjhogi ya nahi per samjhane ki koshish karta hu
Tumhe lekar main badi uljhan mein rahta hu.

Jab tum sulate the mujhe apne dupatte ke tale,
Kitne khush hote the tum jab,
Pyar se kahta tha naam tumhara ek baar,
Aur kaise tadap jate the tum sun’ne ko meri aawaz,
Agar hum nahi batiyate the mahaz ek raat,
Kitna ladte the jhagdte the hum,
Per har baar aa jate the tum paas mere,
Kyonki na door tum rah pate the na main hi,
Jane kaise mahsoos kar lete the mera dard,
Fir mere sath mera dard baat lete the,
Bahut thak ke so jata tha jab main,
Jane kahan se aa jaya karte the sapnon mein batein karne ke liye,
Wo guzra hua pal main bahut yaad karta hun,
Tumhe lekar main badi uljhan mein rahta hu.

Raatein wo bhi yaad hain mujhe,
Jab jaaga karte the hum dono ek sath,
Aur puri raat kiya karthe the guftgu,
Kabhi chale jate the door ek dusre se aur kabhi,
Door reh ke bhi lipat jate the hum dono kabhi kabhi,
Aur lagti tha ki ye sardi ki lambi ratein,
Itni chhoti kyon hoti hain,
Per aaj mujhe tumhare bina jane kyon,
Garmi ki chhoti raein bhi badi lambi lagti hain,
Ye ratein… jagati rahti hain mujhe puri raat,
Aur dilati rahti hain tumhari yaad, bahut sari yaad
Tumhari yadon me puri raat sochta rahta hu
Tumhe lekar main badi uljhan mein rahta hu.