Painful Cries

When heart gets filled completely,
Pain starts pouring out from eyes,
I try to lighten my heart’s weight,
And my room fills with painful cries.

How deeply from core of heart,
Pureness of affection flows for you,
And a flooded river of sad tears,
I know I was never ever wrong,
Still I do my baby apologize,
And my room fills with painful cries.

Like a small ferry lost in ocean,
Or a candle surviving in eastern winds,
Equal to an abandoned old building,
I am alone, counting backwards,
Loneliness was never a choice,
And my room fills with painful cries.

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Forget?

I go surrounded by memories,
And I feel you again and again,
Seems you are right here besides,
And will not leave me ever alone,
I am in love with you once more,
Whenever I decide to forget you.

You are not a cloud in the sky,
That will rain and pass by,
You are the beautiful moon face,
To spread love in my life forever,
I feel the moonlight all over me,
Whenever I decide to forget you.

I want to hold your hand tight,
To whirl and dance in the rain,
Embrace you and kiss and cry,
And rest my head in your lap,
Want you stay here forever,
Whenever I decide to forget you.